4eva 2gether

working

2009-03-10T22:16:00.000-07:00

WORKING WORKING WORKING....been working at my aunt wedding store for almost a week liao...part time only la...they need ppl then we go...dun need then dun need to go that kind...haha...

good thing is got good pay good working hours (12-9) some more if no ppl then very relax...if got ppl then we die liao...eat oso no time to eat ar....sian...ok la..got to go sleep liao...if not tml cannot wake up and work ar...haha....

so tired everyday....*yawn*

PS. happy anniversary dear... 3 year 4 month le...=)

2009-03-04T22:30:00.000-08:00

jus come back from chalet cause today need to go dental...haha...i go put yellow colour for my braces lei...haha...

yellow yellow dirty fellow...haha...but then got a bit funny la...cause yellow colour lik dun match the metal thing...haiz...

anyway...today dear dear off...finally got time can pei him liao...=)

dear i still love u as i ever had...=)...

love u lots...muack muack muack....

PS. AH XING HAPPY BIRHDAY!!!

2009-02-25T22:14:00.000-08:00

yeah..!!! finally exams over le...so tired after so much of studying...but hope it all paid off...=)...haha...

now is time to go work liao...so sad...have to have those 8-5 work then go home sleep...next day wake up work again...mon work waiting for fri...8 start work already wishing it is 5 can end work liao...sat and sun hope can go slower then start all over again...sian diao la...no fun lei lik that...haiz...

but now still to early to say this ar...still haven even find any work yet...haha...rest 2 day need to go chalet liao...anyting after chalet then say bah...haha...

dear...sorry ar...these few days cause got test so nv pei u...haha...now got time liao...can pei u le...happy mah...=)

HAPPY NEW YEAR DEAR...!!!!

2009-01-26T05:00:00.000-08:00

dear...new year le...hehe...this year is a special year for mi...u pei mi on the first day of this year...and u pei mi on CHI NEW YEAR....i very happy lei...haha...this feeling is cannot describe de...i oso dunno how to describe la...hehe...

hope u can eveytime pei mi but i think is not possible de lor...hmmm....anyway...i will jus remember the good and forget the bad...haha....

okie la...i wan go sleep le...tml still have to wake up early lei....*yawn* hehe...

P/S : happy new year to everyone...!!!

going to new year le....!!!!

2009-01-23T13:02:00.000-08:00

finally....i have bought everything that i needed...haha... bought a boots a dress and a belt...haha... am going to wear for the 2 days for new year...lucky only 2 days...only spend lik around 180 lik that....haha....lucky mi know how to stop myself from buying unnecessary things if not i think 200 oso not enough for mi to use la...haha....

think new year sure mei mei de....hehe....=)

oso bought some nice nail colour....my nails oso can blink blink de liao....=)...haha....but till now ar...still not in any new year mood lei...hmm....

and oso finally...i only left 1 more project only...my CLAW....faster do finish then can present on 初三 le...then i can finish everything le...

okie la...got to go le...

busy week

2009-01-18T12:13:00.000-08:00

this week so busy wor....so many projects need to hand up....some more new year coming le so still have to shop for new shirt....hmm...busy busy busy.....

till now only bought a new dress some undergarments nia...still got lots of things to shop sia....lucky project done half of it liao...so hai hao lor...haha...

dear...u must work hard ar....earn more more money...xing ku ni le...hehe...wo hui yong yuan ai ni de k...so jia you bah....=)...

test results

2009-01-10T07:48:00.000-08:00

haha....dear...happy anniversary....today is our 3 yr 2 month anni ya...haha...happy mah...

dear...i pass most of my test...but i failed 1 test lei...sian...so sad le...=( hai....still have to go retest...sianz...

anyway....lets hope for the better...in the upcoming exams...i hope i wun fail...cause by the time is already the final exams le...still fail then i die le...haha...

dear...u now working le hor...go money take le...haha...but i dun think that one is a good job lor...really...pay so little...and long working hours...but lucky thing is the people there is good la...they talk and joke with u...some more they not so ji jiao with the money and time....luach time oso nv deduct ur money...haha...and the ah boy so cute la...haha...

taking about ah boy....haha...he damm funny...the place super hot...he still can think of bathing in a tub with ice water...haha...playing with the water some more....haha....u dun wan play with him then he complain to his ye ye, nei nei and pa pa...haha...then u po pian...have to help him in his game...so super cute...haha....

happy to hear that u get along well with them ya....=)... if u wan continue i wun stop u la...but i think u can get a better job in the futher de... k...

have to earn more money ya if u wanna own a car...=)...

futher goal - I WAN A CAR....HONDA FIT 2008...I AM COMING...!!! (jua honda fit is enough for mi...haha...wun request for much...)

HAPPY NEW YEAR...!!!!!!

2009-01-01T22:31:00.000-08:00

haha...happy new year...!!!!

hmmm..dear sorry if i got say anything that make u sad...but i jus wan u to know what i thinking ans that u can also share with mi ur troubles....i am always here if u got any problems de..so u can also take to mi de k...dun think that u will fan mi...but i really will enjoy if u can share ur problems with mi k....

anyway...after the talk with u i really do hope u can understand y i think this way and what u should do k....

SMS to dear " happy new year...hope that i am the last girl u see last year and the first girl u see this year..." haha fermiliar with this long mah...jun xiong got say to ou xuan in nu fan de ai...haha...copy their lines...hope they dun have copyright for this line...haha...

hmmm...any new year wishes....???

- hope dear and my family de relationship will improve
- wish dear can find a stable job
- hope i can pass my up coming exams and able to find a good job
- last but not least...WORLD PEACE

Love u always....ur lao po...muacks...

jus a post....

2008-12-27T14:24:00.000-08:00

jus need a place to vent my stuipd anger on dear which he oso dunno i super duper angery with him....hai...

dear...when then u can pei mi go out ar...can dun go then u dun go...really super clever lor....dun say long time ago de jus say the recent ones....go msia..i go alone...go chalet i go alone...and go my cousin birthday....i oso go alone...u wan mi go alone how many time then u happy...u wan mi go alone how many time then u can go with mi....

3 years liao lei....3 YEARS lei say short not short...say long oso not long lor....but these 3 year u pei mi with go to my family gathering how many time ar...not more not less...1 time...1 time only lor...we 3 years liao...my gu gu they all still dunno ur name la...i dun wan to compare u with ah beng de lei...but now i wan to say...everyone oso know ah beng...even my smallest cousin oso know who is ah beng....what about u...they know nothing bout u...ah beng with my sis how long only...less then 1 year lei...and my family know ah beng more then u...u know how i feel not...

call u go...everytime oso dun go...i dun lik to force u de lei...but show oso got show before....one time dun go still can explain...but everytime oso dun go....this one is what...u dun even wan to go...u dun lik my family...dun lik this dun lik that...my life not only got mi lei dear...

my life got my parent, my family my relative lei...u only wan to be with mi....u got think of other ppl de feeling not...how they think of u...and how they think of mi....i dunno how to persude u and i oso dunno what reason u dun wan go....u everything oso dun think mi...everytime oso u think alone...i am ur girlfriend lei....u can discuss with mi de lei...i jus hope u can understand how i feel and mayb how to be a boyfriend...i dun think i can come out with any more excuse liao....

i really really hope u understand...thats y my mother will think that i treat ur family better then my family cause i respect them...i got go out with them WITH U...sometime oso WITHOUT U....please please please put urself in other people shoe...what they will think....

hai...i got nothing better to say le...u think urself bah....got to go le....

PS. first time cried because of this...so disappointed and sad about dear.....

Merry Christmas!!!!!

2008-12-25T23:12:00.000-08:00

dear...merry x'mas...!!!!

haha....went to a 2 day 1 night chalet at SAF yacht club with my family....again...is go there alone le...expected de...hai...dear everytime can dun go then dun go de...hai...so sad...but nvm...he happy jui hao...dun force him....

hehe...the chalet not bad lei...member 1 night only 160....non member 190....cheap cheap de...haha...the room oso very big...lik hotel lik tat....nice nice...=) there got jackpot room, game room, BBQ, mahjong room and oso can go fishing and swimming de...haha....lucky my uncle got member cause he go buy yacht....(damm rich de la...work as property agent lei...)his daughter oso lik qian jin lik that...wha...dream family la....got rich parents and only daughter....haha...tong ren bu tong ming ya....

haha...and we oso got go sit his yacht and go dou feng haha...though jus a short detour trip but better then nothing...haha....

but still hope u can pei mi play together....haha....

went msia

2008-12-21T23:01:00.000-08:00

haha...dear...i went msia for a one day trip...haha...spent so much lei...jus one day spent lik 400RM...haha....but had fun...

first stop...we went to touch the gigantic fish....the fish damm big lei....haha...then i forget go where liao...but i know the last stop is go the black guan yin...first time heard got guan yin is black de....haha....had fun the whole day playing with my cousin...but hate the bus ride....so dizzy....and always give mi headache....

oh yes the bus....finally msia got double deck de travel bus le....FINALLY wor....we were the second batch to travel on the double deck bus...haha...

get liense lor....

2008-12-15T23:42:00.000-08:00

finally wor...after 2 week le...then can get the liense....haha...dear going to get his driving liense on 22 dec....haha...

a first i keep thinking y dear dear still dun wan go find work...already 1 week plus le...still nv see him find any job....now i know le...cause dear haven got his liense...how to go find job lei...stupid mi...haha...

hope the above thought is right though....dear got liense will go find a job...if not no money lei...how to yang mi lik that...haha....okie la...dear...wish u all the best in searching for a job ya...=)

all the best...ur darling will be there to support u de....GO GO GO...=) (haha...so childish..)

going to msia on 21 to go dunno where and pai pai.....haha...but dear oso cannot pei mi...so sad....everytime see my sis got her bf pei then mi always alone de...dear u know i will jealous and feel lonely oso de mah...???

hai...u know y i wan u to pei mi go msia not...?? everytime go out with my family u nv pei mi...go anywhere u oso dun lik to see my sis dun lik this person dun lik that person de....go genting u oso nv accompany mi...u know how i feel mah...u everytime oso angry with them...then what about mi,,,u jus leave mi alone de...

i know u cannot control ur temper...hai...i know i oso cannot say much...dun wan force u...but i always see them tian mi mi de...then i...hai i oso dunno how to say...jus dun lik the feeling la...so i wan u to pei mi go lo...but i see ur face i know u dun wan pei mi de...cause u no money mah...hai...so sad la...but oso bo bian...have to go alone again liao...anyway...still got a lot of next time de mah....next time bah...=)

dear ORD lo...

2008-12-05T22:12:00.000-08:00

haha...finally dear dear ORD liao...but still haven get his license...sian...

hope he can faster get lei...then can drive mi here and there if got car...hehe...these few days dear stay at my house..haha...but my test coming le...so i nv pei him...he watch show i study...ke lian de mi...=(....

but nvm...study more impt mah...so bo bian....some more today oso got test de...audit...more sian la...haha...but still must work hard for tml test-CLAW...hope nv copy the wrong case wor....haha...

dear dear...happy ORD wor...=)

a few days more then is our 3 yr 1 month anniversary le...but i think i no tme to upload any post ar...cause still need to study for test ya...after test then i post new entry...=)

3 YR LE...!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-10T07:14:00.000-08:00

dear...we 3 yr le lei...haha...happy mah....??? hehe...i love u forever...!!!! muacks muacks muacks...

today i going to give u a surprise lei...hehe....think u dunno i buying thing for u hor...haha...dunno u receive the present le u lik a not....i think u will lik la hor...its a memory for our 3 yr...hmm...thinking back...we together 3 yrs le...lik we give each other present not too much hor...hmmm...let mi see ya...

dear - 1 necklance from gold heart, 4 pooh pooh, 1 bottle xiang si dou, 1 pooh pooh mouse, and many other small small thing...=)

darling - 1 500 piece dolphin puzzel, 1/2 phone(share with dear ma ma), 1 watch, 1 wallet, 1 shirt, couple ring and 1 couple hp strap and many other small small thing...=)

haha...so little present...think will give u more ar...haha...love u lots...=)

photo from photofunia....=)

2008-10-31T15:05:00.000-07:00

hehe....dear the pic nice mah...i do de lei...hehe....
i go www.photofunia.com do de la....hehe....

okie la...got to go do homework le...hehe....

one sianz thurs

2008-10-30T22:32:00.000-07:00

dear...i met YK when i on the way to school lei...haha....she same lec as mi la...so qiao hor...hehe...mayb very long nv meet liao...so lik got a bit nv listen in class la...chat so many thing...hehe...then we take so many pics....

pretty hor...dear...dun laugh....i not saying mi pretty...i say YK pretty hor...=P
hehe...

anyway jus some updates on my pooh...added one more to my collection....er ge bought for mi from HK de disney land...HK...dear i oso wan go...=(...no chance to go lei...and hor he say he used HK 4o0 capital and won HK 13K...woo....won so much la...

and dear i have jus started to "learn" how to smoke...haha....

smells....SMELLY...really smelly lei...dunno y smokers lik to smoke...

first timer...(stupid face...haha...)

i really nv learn how to smoke ar...jus some pics dear take de...=)

so dun wu hui...hehe....

okie la...thats all for the day....=)

haha...1 more month to 3rd yr...

2008-10-10T14:02:00.000-07:00

dear...whats the day today??...hehe...happy mah...=P

school starting in more 3 days liao...sianz....going to be busy liao....doing all the tut and going to school....some more still need to study MA more sianz lor....hai....but anyway....dear u going to ORD le hor...hehe....know u very happy la....

keep telling mi u dun feel lik going camp liao....already in "ORD" mood liao right....hehe....okie la...but hor...u better start thinking what u wanna do when u come out liao k...hehe....

i love u...muack muack muack.....

going to start school le...

2008-10-02T16:10:00.000-07:00

time pass so fast lei dear....my work going to end so le...school oso going to start le...haha...damm happy....now i everyday 530 need to wake up lei...some more still need to work until 530 then can go home...everyday very tired la...sianz...but once i think of the money...then bo bian...must continue do lor hor...haha....who call mi need money to buy thing...(money is nv enough lei...hehe...) tml last day le...so still okie la...money money money...haha....so money face lei...*$$*

school starting soon le....choose hao my time table liao...hmm....how to say lei...quite happy with the timing bah...but the problem is got to study MA...sianz..can predict my result le...haha....

working now...but nothing for me to do...slacking so might as well update my blog...hehe....

last sat finally meet up with jolene they all le...cause wan to celebrate jolene's birthday...very long nv meet them liao...talk so many things lei...hehe...so happy...we lik 4 auntie (auntie...dun wan auntie la...lik very old lik that...think "young tai tai") ok...we lik 4 young "tai tai" lik that...talk non stop de...haha... at 11 lik that we go home liao... so late liao lei...190 still so many ppl....sian diao la..wait until got NR3 ar...then i take NR3 home lor...althought more expansive...but at least got seat to sit mah...(walk until leg pain pain liao lei...hehe...)reach home at 12 plus...lucky next day no need to work ar...

feel lik sleeping now....ZZZzzzzzz.....going home soon le...hehe...dear...see you later...haha...

ok la...will update again when i got time de k...hehe...muacks....

going to work soon AGAIN...

2008-09-12T14:11:00.000-07:00

haha...jus finish helping my mama....going to find job liao...(anyway...have found a job already la...haha...)

the day right after helping my mama, i went for an interview at gul lane... but the agency de ppl (think not working la) have miss out the mail sent by the company to them saying that they cant wait so long so going to out source by themselves liao...

hai...sadded...made mi wasted a trip there hor dear...but lucky enough...the ppl there very efficient de...got another interview for mi the very afternoon.....BUT...i going out liao...call mi go interview...they think we very free de wor...haha...funny lei...

anyway...i went for it the next day and...TADAH...i got my job...super fast...!!!!

am working for 1 weeks le...pay...not bad per month bah...haha...(as an undergraduate la...) dear...i working in sales support team...ppl go out sell thing then we in office doin all the paper work thing lor...

haha...till now...the company...hmm...didnt give mi a very good impression lo...anyway...not my business oso right...i work for one month then can say BYE BYE lo...haha...

okie la...got to go back to work le...=)

12 lotus - shi er lian hua

2008-08-16T22:22:00.000-07:00

actually wanna go watch money not enough de...but went late...so bo bian...we watch 12 lotus....haha...

hmm...2 1/2 hour show...whole show is not bad la...quite sad lor...cried for half of the show...haha...can see how sad is it hor....='(

then went imm walk walk and oso go pasa malam...dear bought a zippo...he buy because on the zippo got "NAVY" this word la...hai yo...but is fake de...haha....

took some photos before going...

haha...that all for now....=)

sin flyer - mo tian lun

2008-08-11T22:37:00.000-07:00

wha...waited for so long today finally go for the flyer le....haha...lucky dear dear got go NDP then got promo tickets...wooo~...$10 for each person...=)...we took the 830pm ride...hehe...

been busy in my mother shop after my attachment till now...finally now got a "off" day from my mum...haha...lik shes my boss lik that...haha...

lets see some pics i took in the cabin...

in the cabin...quite empty hor...only 10 ppl in my cabin...=)

took at the highest point of the flyer....

cabin before mine...

took at lowest point of the flyer...

mini display before getting off...

ops...getting off soon liao...sadded...

lets see what we have camwhore...

too dark...(cant see clearly...)

had fun in the cabin...

rate for the flyer....5 stars....!!!!

Finishing internship in UBS soon….shiok…

2008-07-29T20:21:00.000-07:00

Haha…going to finish internship in UBS soon…happy sia…haha…intern only got 800…might as well go out work lei…got more $$$...haha…hope can save more for the future…

But sad to say…work for so many months le but still I haven save even a cent of money la…sianz…food here so ex…I this greedy pig *oink oink*…need to eat a lot de lei…then spent so many money in eating only…then buy something for myself and the birthday person of the month…by the end of the month…broke liao…sian diao lor…haiz…next time must earn more $$$ sia…then can cope with my living expense…haha…

Btw…Hungry ghost festival is near…BEWARE…don’t stay out late and dun go to some ulu ulu places…wooo~~~…

Okie la… after busying with hungry ghost festival (need to help out in my mother shop) then I continue with the blog bah…=P…

My birthday…!!!!

2008-07-10T19:50:00.000-07:00

At first celebrated in UBS with my colleagues…hehe…

Look at mi…am so happy..!!!

My present…pooh pooh…now named as ri ben jun (jap army)

My NYDC oreo cheesecake…

Haha…my actual birthday was celebrated in genting…

Morning…we had breakfast then off we go to the outdoor theme parks…dear…guess what… I got free admission to the outoor theme park lei…yeah…!!!cause its my birthday…so got free…haha…if not still need to pay RM 51...i love their themeparks…nice and very ci ji…haha…I took the space shot… spiderman…roller coaster…go kart…blah blah blah…hehe…=)

Then dinner time…went to this buffet place there…food okie lor…passable…haha…birthday cake brought in then sing birthday song…quite happy…haha…

Bought u a shirt too…nice…?? =) I oso got do fish spa lei…super nice esp after u walk until ur leg tired liao…haha…only RM18 for 10 mins…(less then S$9) RM35 for fish spa, head and shoulder massage…best also….haha…

can see the fishy eating my dead skin...haha...

Haha…okie la…thats all in genting…=P

Going to genting soon…(5 july)

2008-06-20T20:52:00.000-07:00

Hai…dear…too bad u cannot go hor…if not go genting together so good lei…right…haiz…go alone…quite sianz but…very long nv go le…some more my aunt oso kana cancer…so feel lik wanna pei her more…after my ah mah incident…I think that can pei jiu pei…dun wan till the end cannot pei liao then regret why that time got time nv pei her…but by the time regret oso no use liao…

Anyway…going for 3 days only k…must miss mi ar…haha…will buy thing give u de okie…=)…this time cannot go…next time we go together…???

Dear…happy birthday…

2008-06-04T00:32:00.000-07:00

Sorry ar dear…cannot celebrate ur birthday…cause my grandmother jus pass away cannot have any celebration…but I got buy present lei…haha…same phone as mine de…half half with ur mummy…hehe…happy mah…*couple phone…* =)

same phone as mine jus diff colour...

Okie la…got to go orh orh liao…

Sweet dreams…sleep tight…must dream of mi de wor…=P

Bye ah mah…loves u…

2008-05-26T16:07:00.000-07:00

(nothing to do with dear…jus wanna some place to note this date down)

It came all so sudden to mi….cause the day before, my mother was still talking happily with my grandmother…but I was too engross in my drama show...so didn’t talk much with her…hai…if known earlier, I would have talk more…so sad…=( here goes the story…(sorry ar…got a bit long though…can dun read if u dun wan to...its jus for my keepsake…= )

In the morning even before I was awake to prepare for work…(at 5+) my maid (should be as usual) would call grandmother up to go to the toilet. This is perhaps something they have discussed between them. (who the hack would call someone up to go toilet so early in the morning…) knowing that my maid is selfish…there is possibility that she call my grandmother up for her own convenience of her time as by the time my grandmother wakes up to go toilet she do not the ample time to ci hou her.. y need to ci hou my grandmother..?? > Its because my grandmother have jus fallen down a month ago and have difficulties walking even with the help of the walking stick, thus needed someone to “bring” her around the house. Ok enough of explaining…back to the story…hmm…where was i...??

Ya…bring my grandmother to the toilet…as told by my maid this is the last words my grandmother said before she left…” now ming hao is having holiday, think I shall go to my daughter place to stay for 2 days or so” and off she went to the toilet. While in the toilet, my grandmother was complaining that she is getting dizzy… my maid tried to massage her and make her stand…but the next min... *pak* she fainted and was lying on my maid…urine were all coming out…my maid then starting shouting for my mother…we all heard the screaming but did not wake up at the first min...i even tot my maid was mad screaming till lik that…when I try to hear properly...i heard my mother’s anxious voice which suddenly woke mi up…then I had a feeling that something bad is gonna happen…I rushed out of my room and to the toilet(that’s where the sound came from)…I saw my grandmother lying unconsciously on my maid… my father rushed out too and straight away carry my grandmother to her bed…her urine dripping all over the floor while on the way to my room… by the time…we try to wake my grandmother up, my mother and my maid trying to massage her body and all…we were all frighten but my grandmother jus lying on the bed panting very hard…seems lik she is gashing for oxygen…I called out to my grandmother “breathe slowly breathe slowly…relax relax….” Seeing her trying to relax and breathing slowly…I tot she’s okie already…haiz…sad to say…no…she started to clench her fist and she seems so much in pain…my father calling on the phone for my aunt in the living room…I suggested to call the ambulance (though I know my grandmother dun lik to go to the hospital…but its an emergency…right…???) at first my mother asked my grandmother for permission…my grandmother then started to look unhappy…but seeing my grandmother being in such difficulties…my mother finally asked mi to call 995…(first time calling 995…got a bit dunno what to do ar…) so I called..”995” after I heard the person on the other side of the phone…I started crying…”hello..my grandmother has jus fainted and is now panting very heavily” the person asked for my address and said to rush here in 5 mins…by this time my grand mother is still panting very heavily and started to look pale…the 5 mins wait was the longest 5 mins I ever waited…my mother even tried to do CPR to my grandmother…pressing on her chest…OMG...i stopped my mother…her bone so fragile…we dunno know to press later any how press then bone break how…more jia lat lei… (btw…this whole incident was jus 15 mins)

Finally the paramedics have arrived…we explained the whole process to them while they doin their work…(all these while my grandmother is looking at mi…she dote mi a lot…)then they put my grandmother on the stretcher and off they went to the hospital with my mother accompanying them….this is the last time I see my grandmother alive…we were still at home packing my grandmother items lik her medicine and stuff lik that…(my mother call us to bring one…say the doctor needs it…) shortly after, we also left the house…in less then 5 mins my mother reach NUH already…(whao…that’s fast…) on the way…I called my aunt to go to NUH…I oso called some of my cousin to inform them the news…meanwhile…we oso reach NUH…(first to reach…but no use…oso cannot see my grandmother…haiz…) we went in and saw my mother talking to the doctor…lik one chicken and duck lik that…but he doctor very solemn…seems quite serious… I heard the doctor say…”her heart had stopped…now we have use some medicine to ci ji her heart see still can not…cause when she reach NUH, her heart had already stopped twice…” straight away i broke into tears…I msg dear to tell him the news…he tot it wasn’t so serious so he joke about it…I got angry and so he knew its for real and he started to console mi…I cooled down and have relaxed a bit…right after putting down the phone…da ge called… ”how’s ah mah now…???” “ah mah heart had stopped…now the doctor use some medicine to ci ji her heart see still can not…” “huh…really not..so serious…” “ya la…the doctor say her heart had already stopped twice in the ambulance le…when reach NUH her heart already stopped liao…” “WHAT…!!! I come down now…” the ambulance chiong the traffic lights lor…drive until very fast my mother said…haiz…within 5 mins da ge reach the hospital too…then my aunt…(all look very serious and tired…cause jus wake up from shock)…oh ya and my father he went back to take my grandmother’s IC…> such an important thing oso can forget…

We waited till around 6.15 when the nurse came to us…she calls us to go to the waiting room to wait for the doctor…it was a long long long 10 mins wait…slowly…my uncle…other cousins came…(still got 3 have not reached yet…) er ge was on an island patrolling…some more the place no reception…sianz…cannot contact…..we try calling his gf see she got ban fa contact er ge not as they work in the same place….

The doctor came in with a nurse…everyone in the room went mute…listening attentively to the doctor… “We have tried to use medical to ci ji her heart…done what we could but she still do not have any respond… so we have pronounced her died at 6.15am. u can see her when she is being pushed into another room…the nurse will then inform u…tml morning she will be brought to SGH…” (same script as what the dramas usually show) everyone cried…even da ge cried…everyone could not accept the truth… my mother keep saying wanting to bring her home…she dun wan my ah mah to go into the fridge thing…(cause my grandmother is scared of cold…) the doctor and nurses keep saying is part of the procedure and its one of the Singapore’s law… so its impossible for my grandmother to be brought home…both keeping refusing and lastly….my mother give up…she say as long as she will not be ”cut open” then she allow…so with the assurance of the doctor that usually there wun be any on the elderly my mother finally go with the law…but keep saying it’s her fault for calling the ambulance…(wtf…nv call we oso dunno how to do CPR…oso dunno how to save her…this one oso not normal faint lei….she panting till so hard…how can dun call 995…call…got chance of living…no call…ZERO chance of living lor…lik that think everyone will blame her la…got call at least know we did our best to save her liao lor…stupid lei…dunno what she thinking oso… hai…)

Then we went to see my grandmother for the last time…(actually can see for another 1 – 2 hours or so…quite long…) by this time…everyone came…all except er ge…finally able to contact him liao…but not able to contact on time…he also cried upon hearing that ah mah has passed away….(at first we only tell his gf that some thing have happen to ah mah…did not fill in any details) adults start talking bout the funeral and thing lik that…me…jus keep looking at ah mah and crying bitterly…

Hai…then for the next seven days…(the funeral is a week) we are at the wake with dear accompanying mi…we had cryings and also laughters…wun be able to forget these days…fun but also sad… bought ah mah a set of moshi moshi items to let her wear…(necklance…ring…braclet…earrings…) share with sis..

Bye..!!! ah mah…Love and miss u forever…(gone on sun 1 jun 08 11.55pm)

Happy labour day to everyone…=)

2008-05-01T21:07:00.000-07:00

To reward myself in this year’s labour day…I bought myself a phone...yeah…!!!

Anyway…ya…I bought a new phone liao…finally…waiting for so so so long lei…W910i (white with gold border) pretty phone…walkman phone, slim , match my watch…whhaaaa…best phone ever…=)

my phone (not actual one though...found pic on net)

my watch...match...??? haha...

Not much for mi to update recently…attachment still as sian as before. But get to meet dear dear for dinner everyday…quite happy with this ya…haha…

Chea li…ur birthday lei…

2008-04-29T01:32:00.000-07:00

Haha...dear…we buy her a watch oso lei…haha…2nd watch I bought for someone this yr liao….haha..i think the watch quite nice lei…but doesn’t suit mi so…haiz…the watch very girlly…mi not girl girl type…so sad…

Dear u got hou hui not I so tom boy…keke…hou hui oso bo bian…u already fall deep in love with mi liao…tao bu zhou le…hehe…=P

Dear…happy anni…hehe…

2008-04-10T16:53:00.000-07:00

dear...Lik the watch I buy for u mah…hehe…(dun lik oso bo bian…cause is u choose ur own de…haha..) got budget ar so cannot buy too expensive de…hehe…dear oso very understanding…choose one not so expensive watch…hehe…

Been working for 1 month plus le…at first can say is good cause got things to do…recently getting lesser…sianz…most of the time sit there and stare into space…hai…dunno is good or bad lei…good is nv do work oso can get money…but then the time pass lik snail lik that…irritating lei…rather got things to do lor…haiz…

Dolphin puzzel…=)

2008-03-22T19:50:00.000-07:00

Dear...lik the dolphin puzzle i do for u mah...hehe...lik the two of us hor...sweet sweet de...hehe...got gan dong not...hehe...spend so much time doin it lei...( but u dunno...keke..)give u a surprise...=P

Dear…now my office in 16 floor liao Lei…so good wor…got feng jing can see see liao…if not everytime at level 6…nothing to see oso…hehe…

Wha dear I tell u ar…then pantry in level 16 very nice wor…lik café lik that…can sit sit talk talk drink kopi wan lei…haha…still got free kopi, hot choco, vending machine(free drinks)…table all nice nice one oso lei…hehe…

nice...?? (this is our pantry lei...)

got tv...but is showing CNA only...sianz...

another view of the pantry...

drinks, coffee, tea anyone...???

pls recycle plastics and cans pls...!!!

lastly...my banana and peach for the day...

See…I nv bluff u hor…nice right…haha…okie la…wan go out liao…=P

Attachment……

2008-03-08T13:53:00.000-08:00

Dear I start my attachment already lei…(3 mar)…dunno got time pei u not…hmmm….hope got hor…hehe…no time pei u sure no time pei my friends de…sianz…boring life lei….=(

Hehe…dear…I got pay liao i buy thing give u wan…very long nv give u any present liao hor…sorry lei cause ur dear no $$$...hehe…Hmm….what u wan lei…dolphins…??? hehe… =P

Hmm…we going 2 yr 4 mth le…very long nv celebrate our anni liao…think u oso forget liao… hehe…(jus joking ar)…dun need so ren zhen de…=P

Okie la…next time got time then come post again…=D

hai...不想讲话...没心情

2008-02-29T23:29:00.000-08:00

dear...
我现在的心情真的很不好
被妈骂
真的很伤心

今天带弟弟看医生
可是我却留下他自已一个看医生
当时我真的没有多想
只是想他自己也是有自己和rifa看过医生
所以才留他一个人的
我还问他'自己一个可以吗?'
铭豪讲可以我才走的lor

妈也不需要骂道这样的bah
我又不是真的这么没良心的
不用一直叫我摸我的良心的

我知道是我不对
也不需要骂到好像我犯了很大的错
好像我不在弟弟会死掉

hai...
心情不好
不想讲话...
hai...
so sad...

今天真倒霉
做事每次都做错
hai....

No more exams liao....wooo....

2008-02-23T20:21:00.000-08:00

haha...very long nv post le hor...cause after CNY then exams liao mah....now exams over le...haha...but atttachment coming le...

so sad...must work liao... =(...but got $$$..haha...so still ok bah...haha...

hmm....UBS...heard very gd company lei dear...so think not bad bah...hope the ppl there oso very good de hor...haha....

3 march...should i look forward to it...???hmm...haha...

ok la...good luck to mi bah....

happy chinese new year to everyone...!!!

2008-02-06T20:55:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR...may all of u prosper and stay healthy...may all of u got many many ang baos and win more more money...haha....

haha...so happy wor...chinese new year liao...can get many ang baos...hope this yr can have more...haha...so greedy...

for dragon this yr dun seems to have any luck in wealth...hmm...so sad...no money....pocket de hole growing bigger le....so sad....

rabbit de oso...this yr may have accident...so dear dear u must drive carefully de k.....hehe....

ok la...got to go eat my tuan yuan fan le...haha...

bad bad day....

2008-01-20T23:50:00.000-08:00

today damm bad...no...worse day ever....

morning tot can wake up early go shopping...but hai...woke up late again...went out at 3 plus lik that...happily shopping until 7 plus...then...phone kana STEAL....omg...who is that stupid idiot who steal my cheap but new phone...may him kana crash by car, strike by lightning oso can...haha....

my sis de stupid temper oso very bad...dunno angry wat...so we quarrel with each other...

and my dear dear oso...dunno wat temper lei...at first oso dunno angry wat wor....say die die must go heeren see the CD out liao not...but my stupid sis still angry with mi...then i say wan go heeren..she more angry with mi...some more still angry with dear dear wor...dunno wat she thinking oso....

kana sandwiched in the middle...quarrel with my sis and dear dear...some more phone kana steal....and worse of the worst....i fell sick after my phone kana stolen....

wat a bad bad day...hate this day... @*#$!^$*!

but...dear...i still love u...haha....

watched body #19...

2008-01-12T21:50:00.000-08:00

haha...today go watch body #19 with dear...remind mi of someone....who said it as "body subsection 19"...haha....RFA lei (one of the modules i take)...haha...

i can say its not a very good show...jus some scary scenes which makes mi real scared...but other then that..it ok only lor...haha...got a bit waste of money la i can say...after the show i still heard some ppl saying "can refund"...haha....so can think how "waste money" it is...haha....

anyway...had fun watching with dear...can grab his hand whenever i am scared...dear lucky got u...if not i think i dun dare watch finish the show lei...haha....

first post in 2008...

2008-01-10T21:42:00.000-08:00

dear...first post of the year to u...haha...today we 2 yr 2 month le...hehe...nearly forget again...haha...but never mind de hor...hehe...

lucky my friend got say today is 10th...if not i think i oso will forget de...u forget right...cause too many thing to do right...i know de...i understand...nvm la...haha...wo bu guai ni...cause sometime i oso will forget de...haha...

lao gong....happy 2yr 2mths anni....love u forever....

last blog for the year...

2007-12-31T21:32:00.000-08:00

haha...dear so fast last blog for 2007 le...so sad....a yr has past so fast...we oso going to grow older by one yr le...(that the least i wan lei...old le u still wan mi not...) haha....this yr lik didnt do anything surprise lik that...everyday the same routine...haha...sian...

hmm...lets see whether we got any new yr resolution not ar...erm...
- stay together forever...
- stay happy together....
- love each other forever...
- love each other forever...
- and love each other forever...

haha....what a good resolution....

i hope this yr can give u an unforgetable 21st birthday...haha...(if only i got enough money...$$)

Happy New Year lao gong...and to everyone too

2007-11-26T20:29:00.000-08:00

great experience with dear dear de family...haha...lucky they nv ask a lot qns cause got so many children for them to take care...no time for mi...haha...

but not too bad la...they quite friendly....erm...quite funny oso la....oso lucky dear dear that side no grandparents de...haha...good good...no need deal with the old fashion thinking...
haha...

somemore still can stay over at dear dear house...haha...sweet lei....can sleep together...haha...had an enjoyable 2 day 1 night "chalet" too...haha....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever.....muack muack muack....

meet his family...

2007-11-23T23:22:00.000-08:00

haha...tml going dear dear de family bbq....quite nervous de lor...tml first time go meet his ah yis'...haha...but dear...i oso feel quite funny lei...dunno is wan happy or what...haha...but anyway...heard from u that ur family very good de...so got a bit relax liao...haha...

we'll see tml how bah....haha.....u must pei mi de lei...dun leave mi alone sit there lik blur cock lik that de ar...haha...

hope all ur ah yi will lik mi...haha...

love u forever and ever...

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever....muack muack muack...

2 years le...haha...

2007-11-10T23:53:00.000-08:00

dear...u never give mi anything so i oso dun think will be giving u anything le....(and since u already have my heart then thats enough liao right...) haha....

time pass so fast...we go steady already 2 years le...and we oso lao le..haha...though everytime got quarrel with u...but i really have fun being by ur side....thanks for everything u do and i really appreciate it...haha...

may our love last till the last breath of our life...

dear...happy 2 yr anni....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever......

wat present lei???

2007-11-08T23:45:00.000-08:00

dear dear....i dunno wat to give u le la...the dolphin not nice de....how lei..??? hai...so sad....i must think of another thing to give u le...hmm....

i know u never give mi any present cause u no time to buy right...okok....i can understand...k...never mind de...haha...as long as i know ur heart dun have space for other ppl then can le...haha...

going two yr le lei...so excited...hehe....looking forward to the day....2 days counting down..haha...

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever...muack muack muack....

school reopen - 23 anni

2007-10-15T22:00:00.000-07:00

school reopen le...my money oso spent until left little bit only...haha

lao gong happi belated 23 anni....that day u need to stay inside camp so cannot pei mi...hummppz...how can lik that de...=(...i dun care on that day u must celebrate with mi de...=P...

hehe...ok la...now school start le...i very free le...can meet u more le....haha...gd gd...haha...

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever..muack muack muack....

22 mths le...2 mths counting down....

2007-09-10T22:46:00.000-07:00

lao gong...sorry lei...i everyday busy working so no time to update...haha..today our anni...so come and update a bit....hehe...

still got two more mth only lei...dear...i really dunno wan give u wat thing lei..hai....think until my head oso big liao....

dear wat u wan lei...????

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever...muack muack muack....

i found a job le...!!!!

2007-09-03T21:38:00.000-07:00

haha...dear...lucky got candy de help if not now i still cannot find any job to do lei...haha...so happy so happy....tml confirm working liao...hehe...good good...got money money liao...hehe...

dear...dun worry....i will find time to meet u de k...think we meet to eat dinner everyday bah k...hehe...

miss u lot lot lei...muacks...

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever...muack muack muack....

exam finish le...haha...

2007-08-25T21:45:00.000-07:00

lao po de exam finish le...hehe...but lao gong...lao po this time sure wun score well de...cause first paper already a lot de careless mistake le...after that i still study the wrong module lei....hai...so i think...(_)(_)...nah...give u beat my backside lor....=(....happy hor...

now lao po got time pei u le...hehe....good mah...haha...i oso will go find work to do de...then we can buy the thing that we want le...hehe...(i promise want buy for u de thing i will buy for u de k...)haha....

ok la...happy day to u wor....muacks....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever...muack muack muack....

happy anni...21mth le...

2007-08-10T22:25:00.000-07:00

haha...dear dear...we lik very long nv celebrate our monthly anni le hor...today is our 21 mths le lei...and we lik only celebrate for the first few mths only...haha...

but nvm la...cause we want de is very very long de relationship....celebrate yr by yr better la hor...haha...if not we both de pocket will burn a very big big hole de..haha....

anyway...lao gong...happy 21st anni...hehe....love u forever....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever..muack muack muack....

exam going to start le...!!!

2007-08-01T21:04:00.000-07:00

lao gong...lao po de exam going to start le...so i not so fast will come update...sorry ar..

bo bian mah hor...study first right....hehe...see u after exams....haha....

1 yr 8 month anni...

2007-07-10T23:55:00.000-07:00

4 more months to go till 2 yr le...thats fast...which means that my exam is coming too...haha....we didnt do anything today...haha...cause 3 days ago...we went to watch movie....go shopping and celebrate anni le...hehe...today no time celebrate...haha....

transformer very nice lei...haha....can watch again mah??? lao gong...hehe....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever...muack muack muack...

happy birthday to mi.....

2007-07-06T23:55:00.000-07:00

haha...this yr de birthday very happy...got so many ppl celebrate with mi...hehe....first is my poly friend...we went eat soulgarden eat...(with dear dear too...hehe)...i had a new watch...haha...very nice wor...hehe....still own mi a fondue ar...hehe...i will remember de....haha...

my cousin gave mi some too...da sao gave mi a big baby pooh...hehe...quite big but oso not very big la..hehe...cute can le...=)..

aud qin candy oso had a small celebration with mi...had a small cake and a little naughty present from aud...haha...quite nice la...but i wun use..(sorry ar aud...scared spoil lei...)

lao gong...u haven giv mi present hor...i still waiting lei... =P.....

thanks everyone...will always remember u all de...(and thanks for everyone who wishes mi...thanks lot lot...) had a very happy time with u all on my birthday....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever....muack muack muack....

happy 19 th anni....

2007-06-10T15:30:00.000-07:00

today is our 19th month anni....hehe....6 more month then 2nd year le....hehe...lao gong post to navy...hehe....my fav uniform...hehe...cause he pass le his driving test so now go back tuas le...hehe....

going to work le...lao gong although two week cannot chat with u but i will always miss u de....hehe....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever...hehe....

finally watch a movie together...haha...

2007-06-09T21:17:00.000-07:00

haha...finally watch movie tgt le...think this should be an easy date for most of the ppl...but dear dear jiu shi dun lik to go cinema to watch show....quan so many time finally he agree to go...so stubborn de...we went to vivo watch men in white....some ppl think its not very nice....but we think its very funy lei....haha...dunno....different ppl got different view....haha...

i think dear dear now quite lik the idea of watching movie tgt le...right....hehe...i think we are going to watch 'alone' next time....hehe...

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever....muack muack muack....

Lao gong...happy birthday...

2007-06-04T01:32:00.000-07:00

2nd time celebrating his birthday...1st time cannot celebrate with him lucky this year can...hehe...actually didnt do anything much too.....on sat we do cheesecake together...hehe...first time doin cake together...had great time making the cake...haha....but luckily the cake came out very nice...hehe...the cake was the present i give to him.....doing something for him is better then buying him something right.....hehe...

on monday...(his birthday)...he still has to book in to camp...hai...sadded...so i planned a surprise for him....i go buy a small cake for him after my test in the morning....but go lot one too early....bakery still haven open....so bo bian....go home study first....(got test the next day)...see i so good....got test still celebrate with him...hehe....sorry lao gong...i really no time ar...haven study finish cannot go buy....so i call my sis go help mi buy...hehe...never mind right...hehe....

lao gong come my house a while only cause he meeting his friends to celebrate his birthday with him...when he bout to go i took the cake out and sang the birthday song....hehe...he so surprise la...hehe...so happy...=)hehe....he no time eat the cake so he took the cake home and eat....hehe....when he eating his daddy say (吃在口里,甜在心里)...hehe....his daddy so cute lei...hehe....

lao gong ur birthday i will celebrate ur birthday with u every year de...hehe....(hope can ar)hehe....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever...hehe....

lao gong...sorry make u sad sad..

2007-05-04T22:41:00.000-07:00

hehe....sorry ar lao gong...cannot celebrate ur birthday with u cause i having my test...i know this is the second time le....but bo bian mah....got test....i cannot stay until too late...but i will try to celebrate with u de k...dun sad le...

these few days oso happen alot of thing then make u sad sad...but u nv angry...hehe...u finally can control ur temper liao....hehe....good good...

ok la....still the same old sentence...now we suffer a bit....next time will be sweeter le....先苦后甜....ok....hehe...jus ren a few more years bah....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forver and ever....muack muack muack.....

suddenly miss u very much....

2007-04-11T08:18:00.000-07:00

hai....dunno y lei...lao gong....i today miss u a lot lei...how....suddenly i wan to meet u lei...so miss u...everyday only can chat on phone...think i am too stick to u liao.....never see u one day lik ten years never see lik that....time pass so slow....hai.....

lucky going to start school le...then time can pass faster then i not so miss u liao....hai....still hao xiang ni ar....hai......

anyway....still cant change the fact that i cant meet u everyday....haha....life is lik that de mah...cannot every thing goes on lik u wanted sure....sure got obstacles to overcome before u can have the life u wan de mah....right....hai...so ren lor....if not sure die de...haha....

ok la...got to go le la....if not will become very naggy de....i think i hear someone saying lor sor le...ok la.... =p.... hehe....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever.....muack muack muack muack.....

17 month le......

2007-04-10T18:56:00.000-07:00

time pass really fast......one month have gone....lao gong have been post to unit le.....hehe....wats good is that he dun need to stay in so can pei mi....hehe....but when h having course then must stay in le....so i can say is lao gong very lucky to post to this unit...hehe......

17 month le.....cant wait for our 2nd year lei....haha.....anyway.....been very happy with lao gong.....although sometime got quarrel a bit but still i think it is very xin fu de......xin fu de couple....hehe....xian mu bah...hehe.....(jus joking ar...dun too serious...)lao gong....i love u forever and ever...hehe.....

packed my room today to start my schooling with a neat and nice room to study in....before that my room is so damm messy(for those who come my room before will know...)haha....spend a whole day packing.....so tired...hehe.....

lao gong....study hard k....must pass ar...never pass i dun give u surprise le...hehe.... =p....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever....muack muack muack.....

16th month le....haha.....

2007-03-14T00:07:00.000-07:00

jus pass our 16 month...but wasnt a good day though...haha....been a month nv update le...so sorry ar.....too lazy to update...haha....these few week lao gong everytime sat then come out....so sian....

holiday liao oso at home slack....and do nothing...haha....lazy to find job mah...(think i am the laziest person in the world sia...)haha...anyway...i how lazy my lao gong oso will want mi de...cause he is mine le....hehe.....

jus got my exam result....wasnt up to my standard.....or can say....wasnt what i wanted but wat i xpected...haha.....most saddest thing is that i got a D for the module which i think it can be pull up....but still it didnt....so sad....

ok la...dun wanna talk bout sad thing anymore le....

gtg...bye lao gong.....haha....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever.....muack muack muack.....

15 month and valentine day

2007-02-16T23:55:00.000-08:00

haha...so long nv update le...quite a lot thing happen lei....first is our 15 month anni...then is the valentine day...hehe...guess wat he gave mi....hehe....gave mi a necklance for our anni...can flowers for valentine....even he cant give mi his own...but at least he still gave a delivery...better then nothing ar..hehe.....

the flower nice mah...? hehe....

hehe...lao gong give the necklance....very blur...but still is nice...hehe....

nice mah...hehe...i oso got give lao gong...but forget take pic...nvm...sure will update soon...hehe....

anyway.....had fun durung these two days...hehe...

lao gong i love u forever and ever....muack muack muack

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever....muack muack muack.....

54th post le...haha....

2007-01-31T23:45:00.000-08:00

lao gong....this is the 54 post liao lei....i wan to hit 1000 lei...u think can anot ar.....if not 10000 oso can...haha....if lao gong nv break with mi i think can de la hor....more than this oso can de bah...hehe.....( i think 100% can de la....cause lao gong oso wun break with mi de lor...hehe....) :-P...hehe...hai..today lao gong sleeping early...so i think i oso sleeping early liao bah....hehe...today go sch study lor...but not all the time being used to study but got study a bit liao....so i think i will continue to study bah....haha....lik that then can pass my test ar...hehe....

haha..ok la...need to go la la land le....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever...muack muack muack.....

going two month le...still cant xi guan not meeting him....

2007-01-30T23:45:00.000-08:00

hai...lao gong...already going two months le...but still cant stop missing u...cant stop thinking of u...even still have the feeling of meeting u everyday...hai...dunno until when then can xi guan....everyday lik nothing to do lik that...although smile smile in front of others...but my heart is lik so empty lik that...whenever i am alone...i wun stop thinking of u....only if i am with u then i can feel my heartbeat....and even felt that my heart is still there....hai...how lao gong...lik that how to go on.....hai...but life is lik that de....cant have everything of ur way...bound to have some problems in between de....

lao gong....i think this is jus lik a test to us...whether we can or cannot pass this test is up to us to decide how and what we are going to do liao....with preserverance....determinaton....endurance.....i think we can make it de....no...not i think....is we must make it....and pass this test....

so many ppl pass le...y cant we....we sure can do it oso de....hehe.....right lao gong...hehe...

ok la...got to go sleep le...

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever....muack muack muack....

next week going 15 month le...hehe....

2007-01-29T08:19:00.001-08:00

hai...so sad....lao gong sat then can come out....hai...sadded.....next week is our 15 month anni le..happy lei.....hehe...good good...hehe....dunno can celebrate with lao gong not...hehe....hope can...if cannot then nvm...cause still got next month....hehe...but sure valentine day cannot celebrate de...mayb will celebrate early bah....still dunno how...haha....oso nvm...cause oso still got a lot de valentine to celebrate together....hehe....

so lao gong....we now suffer...then after that can relax a bit liao....no need so stress....k...as long as i am out of this house then we can have all the freedom that we wanted always k....hehe...ren ar....hehe...

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever....muack muack muack.....

sian sian sian......

2007-01-25T23:49:00.000-08:00

lao gong nearly cannot come out sia...haha.....but still kana sabo....hai...dun care la..got come out better then nv....

hmmmm...these few day nv do anything lei....still the same thing lor...go sch....go home...meet friends.....everyday oso lik that...very sian lei...got other thing for mi to do mah...hmmm...lik no have lei...haha...anyway....life is lik that de mah....everyday doin the same thing....haha....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever....muack mauck muack.....

lao gong...3rd day le....(so sweet)...hehe....

2007-01-22T00:54:00.000-08:00

lao gong...sorry ar....so late sleep....cause talk talk with my friend on the phone.....hehe.....anyway tml oso no need wake up so early...so sleep a bit late nvm hor...hehe.....u know wat i found out....nat is steading with one of my classmate lei....so funny right....but anyway...i hope that nat is true to her....(thats wat i dun think so de la....i think is impossible de...hai...)dun care la....not my biz oso...haha.....

lao gong...now only third day lei...and i lik going to cannot ren le....i today keep thinking of the past lei...remember that night i go prom night...then i go find u mah....hehe.....u see my leg pain...then go find plaster some more still help mi put...so sweet lei...hehe....and then oso at shi hao house...u know what happen right...hehe....so tian mi...and so funny...hehe.....and still remember how u hold my hand the first time mah....playing with my hand...then hold liao....dun even wanna let go after that...hehe....so sweet la....hehe....sweet memorise.....hehe....today so miss u...but oso very happy thinking of the past....haha....

hehe...ok la....hope lao gong oso got think to think of the past tian mi things lik mi...then the time will pass faster liao....lao gong...how ur life there....very difficult mah....hope u can endure through everything ar....and i will surely b here waiting for u de.....hehe...

lao gong....here’s my promise made tonight.....You can count on me for life.....hehe...

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever...muack muack muack muack.....

second day le....still not very xi guan lei....hai....

2007-01-21T00:20:00.000-08:00

lao gong....second day le...sian....how u....still ok mah.....i very borin lei....today oso wake up late...hehe...then do a few thing liao then go out...at first go see furniture...then go find my sis...if my mother nv say go find my sis...i think i not going out with them today le...hehe....go there chat chat with my sis then go eat together...hehe....elaine today got come home sleep...cause i meeting her tml again to go out...then see if she can take some money from mummy to buy things not...if can then go buy many many thing liao...hehe....so miss u today oso lei....hai...

lao gong next time dun do bo liao thing and kana caught liao k...i dun wanna waste those stupid time...ok...hai....u know wat i mean de right..

second day liao...still ok lei...for mi still quite fast de....lik that still got 4 more days nia...hehe....good good...hehe....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever...muack muack muack muack.....

1st day over le...hehe...

2007-01-20T23:52:00.000-08:00

lao gong...one day lik that over le....think is because i sleep until very late then wake up bah...seems lik that time pass quite fast...and thats good....right...hehe....1st day over le...still got 5 more days.....hope the time can pass fast fast too hor...lik that i wun so miss u...hehe...anyway...today i very late sleep...cause wan do finish homework...need to pass up by monday de...hehe...sleep late oso nvm mah...tml late wake up...then time oso pass fast fast...lik that better lei...hehe....hai...so many homework...dunno until wat time then can do finish...ok la...i now go do homework le...tml then continue....

lao gong must take care ar....be careful in whatever u do k.....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever....muack muack muack muack.....

last night toking to lao gong....must wait 6 days later....

2007-01-19T23:45:00.000-08:00

hai..going to miss lao gong for the next few days le...cannot chat on phone le....thinking back....oso seem funny lei....we have been talking almost everynight for the past 14 month non stop....and we will have endless chat....still miss him when we couldnt chat.....so long liao y will still miss him de lei...funny sia....aniway...going to be very lonly for the next few days....think will find time to go out with friend bah....lao gong can right...as long as i reach home around 8 plus right...hehe....i know...i will keep my promise de k....wun forget de....

ok la....
gtg la la land le....

lao gong...we now suffer for our future....then in the future...we can be together forever...i love u forever lao gong....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever.....

we must ren for our future....right lao gong....??? :-)

2007-01-17T11:35:00.000-08:00

Hehe…tot today lao gong will late call mi…but lucky still on time….hehe….today lao gong bad bad…talk until 11…hehe….lucky nv kana caught…hehe…nvm lao gong…now we suffer…wei le our future….we now must ren with all the sabotage and stupid ppl….after these two years then its sunny day again…（又是一个晴天）….so for our happy days in the future…we must sacrifice this two years k….hehe….this is my promise to u…and its forever….我只爱你一个人…非你不嫁…hehe…so rou ma….omg…hehe…but nvm…as long as lao gong happy can le…hehe…. :-P…today same thing lor…go sch…hai…sianz….so lazy to study….but…at home nothing to do more sian…still is go sch better…hehe…..last lesson of CATS…so happy…haha….

Ok la…going off le…bye….

Jus tok finish with lao gong…so now wanna go sleep le…tml still gonna wake up early lei…still dun sleep lao gong scolding le…hehe….

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever…muack muack muack muack….

happiest and saddest day ever....

2007-01-16T23:18:00.000-08:00

Lao gong…I today very happy and oso very sad…I miss u so much today lei…so sad when I put down the phone…really dun wanna put down lei….but cannot…have to…hai…then u msg mi…so happy lei…u know I sad…hehe….u msg mi then I cool down le…after that quarrel with my mother….hai…so u know la….same thing again…cry again….cool down liao then she wan come make mi angry…I so sad…then I become very very very miss u liao…hai…really wan hug u sia…hope the time can pass faster lor…hai…after a while…I cool down le…so dun worry…..i can ren de…no..is we can ren de…k…hehe..today go out with friend then make fun of my friend…then very happy lor…hehe….sorry hor…come back so late…I next time will come home early de k….i promise…only if I at ur house then I will stay until 9 plus…if not I will 8 plus reach home de k…hehe…..

Ok la…today got cry so eyes very tired le…so I today oso sleep early…good hor…hehe….can see u earlier…hehe…

I will surely wait for u de k….no matter wat…we can walk pass this period of time de….we must ren…ren…ren….
Ok la…

Off to la la land le…

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever…..muack muack muack….

busy day....

2007-01-11T11:45:00.000-08:00

today is a busy day....morning go sch liao cause meeting friend to do home work....actually is e learning for both b stat and micro de...but so many project need to do...got e learning lik no have lik that....hai...anyway...today did quite a lot de thing la...good good...hehe...lucky nv waste time going sch so early...hehe....tml meeting again...hope can finish my myob thing....hai.....after that go lao gong house cause li wei coming to find mi say wan give mi something cute....but guess oso know right....sure is winnie de pooh de right...hehe...ya...so its a container lik piggy bank lik that....and inside got a lot de sweet...got winnie de pooh de wrapper...hehe....so cute...hehe...good good....hehe....then come home chat with lao gong...hehe....everyday do nothing jus waiting for lao gong to msg mi then chat with him...hehe...happiest day of my day...hehe...ok la...nothing to say le...

btw...tml going to find my sis...hope u got come out tml...hai....so miss u lei.....

off to la la land le....bye....

see lao gong in la la land ar.....hehe...

i love u forever and ever lao gong....(u love mi mah...hehe...jk...)

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever.....

14 months le.... :-)

2007-01-10T11:55:00.000-08:00

lao gong...this week lik very busy lik that....this morning got meeting then got lesson until 5...after that got another meeting again....so busy....then go find liang(ur house la)...lao gong de mother today nv work then got cook dinner....hehe....can eat free food again le...hehe....good good...hehe......his mother damm good la...everytime got anything good de oso will give mi....lik that time lao gong wan go army le...then she got cook birdnest for lao gong...she oso got cook for mi lor...some more is very big bowl lei...got a lot de birdnest oso lor....so nice....very fast can call her mummy le....haha.....jus joking la...hehe....after eating then stay at lao gong house until 9 then go home....hehe....come back then wait for lao gong de msg...today 10 then msg mi...hai....but nvm la.....can tok better then nv....hehe.....tml 3 then got lesson.....but morning got project need do again at 10...after school then go find my sis...lao gong...i before 930 sure will reach home de k....hehe....

waiting for u...waiting for u always....hehe.....

hehe...14 months le...so happy.....hehe....

ok la...gtg le....if not lao gong scolding mi again... :-(...hehe...

see lao gong in la la land.....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever....muack muack muack.....

long time no c......(sec friends)

2007-01-09T09:02:00.001-08:00

haha....very long nv write le hor....so today start lor...last few day very busy with sch work...really got no time to write...now finally can take a break le...but still the same...got so many things need to do...hai......project project and project....rushing to finish my projects everyday....

sorry ar lao gong...now then come update our blog...haha....today got one test...next monday oso got test....hai....anyway...today after test got meet ah qin and audris...then we chat chat....veri long nv chat with them le lei..happy to see them again...hehe.....i think next time sure got lot de time can chat again de...hehe....today spend a lot of money lei...dunno y....eat a lot today....haha...nvm hor...i no money u will give mi de right....hehe.....good good....hehe....

ok la...now very late le....already 1 oclock le....still dun sleep later lao gong will scold mi de....

nite nite....

off to la la land.....

ZzZzZzZzZzZz.....................

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever....muack muack muack.....

got a new kitty bag..hehe....

2006-12-30T11:59:00.000-08:00

Ytd night go lao gong house sleep…hehe…so today whole day stay at there lor….sian right…but we got watch movie de la…hehe…lao gong house got nice show watch de…hehe…then oso got order delivery for kfc….but not enough cash….so go atm lor….145 the atm no money…nvm…then we go the atm near ntuc there…still…no money…really dunno where to take le lei…then sudden…my clever lao gong remember that at blk 16 got one atm…so we faster go there….lucky enough…there is money…hehe…we took out 30….cause I still got some cash with mi…but jus that I saw a hello kitty that I wanted….very nice de…and only cost 13 lei…hehe…cheap cheap lei….hehe….buy one for li wei oso…cause she is hello kitty siao…haha….we bought 2 at 24 cause only left the last 2 and still must take display set one…so…bargin lor…hehe…so lik that will get it at a cheaper price mah…hehe….in the late afternoon we slack all the way lor...chat chat with friends….9 plus then go home le…tml going countdown with lao gong…hehe…so happy….but still dunno wanna go where….sadded…hai…but…can go home late…yeah…!!!!!hehe…

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever…muack muack muack….

lao gong come back le...haha...

2006-12-29T10:41:00.000-08:00

Today lao gong come back le…hehe…so happy…first go Chinatown…u know do wat…go find hiss mother…haha…in the end…nv go his mother work place but go his 5 yi house…first time meet his relative…got a bit funny la…but ok la…sooner or later oso still must meet de mah…haha….then go OG find my sis and my shen shen…..hehe….take so many free gift home…haha….anyway…then we oso got go find li wei at bg de coffeeshop blk 731 there….hehe…we eat de chicken rice at there too….wha…the chicken rice damm nice lor….esp the soup..no msg at all lei…super nice….the chicken oso….so soft…hehe…nice…worth going again…haha…then go back lao gong house by li wei de father car….funny lei…sit his car…some more is the same car lik my father de….stupid lor….sian….hai…9 plus then go home le….still need to help lao gong do thing lei….haha….ok la…got to end here le…still need to de my project de….

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever…muack muack muack…..

happy day..haha....

2006-12-28T11:48:00.000-08:00

morning do the same thing again lor....go for project meeting again....got holiday lik no holiday lik that....everyday must do project..hai...acutally this hoilday got 4 projects need to do de lor...but i haven done even 1...hai...sadded...reach home jiu call lao gong chat...a lot free thie sia...hehe....good good...hehe....tml will have a happy time with lao gong de...haha....

li wei mei mei...see u tml la....hehe.....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever.....

lao gong nv call mi...so sad...

2006-12-27T11:46:00.000-08:00

hai...today morning go kap mac eat lor...cause morning got meeting....then very happy de go home cause wan wait for lao gong de call to listen to his voice de...cause we end early...so i wan to save a bit money for tml mah...so i take bus until ten mile there then i walk home....save 90 cents....but i wait and wait and wait and wait..wait until 1000 lao gong still haven msg mi then i start to worry le...but i still continue to wait...until 1030...then i tell myself...nvm...maybe today u lao gong cannot call...will call mi later de...cause cannot let ppl know...but he still nv call...i very worry lei....last time no matter wat..he oso will at night call mi...then no ppl know de...now...no news from him...really got very worried...lao gong.....try to call mi back asap k....

1 more day nia....dunno is happy or sad now...

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever...muack muack muack muack....

go hospital with my grandmother....

2006-12-26T10:50:00.000-08:00

Lao gong…today lao po do nth again lor….go hospital only…caused my grandmother de hand swollen…but go there ar…very bo liao de lei…caused now my grandmother de hand have reduce liao…not so swollen any more…now then go see doctor oso no use…so I say go there very bo liao de…at first very swollen that time ar then should go there le lor…now go there…so waste my time….hai…then my cousin bring us home…hai…y bring her home lei…hai…but anyway…thanks la…hehe…at least I dun need waste money take cab home….hehe… reach home le…then go ur house…go there oso do nothing…only watch tv…talk talk with ur parent nia…hai…so sian…so happy u msg mi…hehe..everyday wait for ur call is the most happiest thing lei…hehe….muacks….

2 more days…

Lao gong…wo hao xiang ni…but I think compare to my friend we more lucky…at least my parent nv force us to break…hehe…

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever…muack muack muack….

go le...

2006-12-25T11:35:00.000-08:00

Hai…lao gong go again le…hai…now oso got sad sad la..but not as sad as last time…hehe…I will 慢慢xi guan de….k lao gong…hehe….last few day nv write blog…cause always with lao gong…even midnight…oso go lao gong house sleep…hehe….so no time to write…wanna spend more time with lao gong….now lao gong go le…so now continue to write lor…hai…sadded….actually…nth much to say la…jus today do nth again lor…tml dunno how…everyday wait lao gong call mi lor…but this time very short only…hehe…no need wait so long….ok la...going lei…

3 more days…

See lao gong in la la land…hehe…muack muack muack….

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever….muack muack muack….

hai...sian....

2006-12-21T11:34:00.000-08:00

Lao gong….2 more day only lei….hehe…faster faster…cant wait to see u lei…hehe….but 1 day lik 10yrs lik that…1 hour lik 1 day lik that…1 mins lik 1 hr lik that…hai..lik that I still need to wait 20 yrs lei…hai…today ar…again…nth to do lor….hai…watch tv the whole day…wan rot liao la…hai….feel lik going out but dunno wan go where lei…waiting for ah liang to wake up…hai…so sian…..that ah liang ar...hai yo…so late wake up…害 mi wait until fall asleep…haha…then do nth the whole day again...hai….so sian…hai…at night my grandmother de hand swollen lik…ai ya…I think u dun wan know right…hehe…anyway...ok la…u sleep early…hehe..muack…

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever…muack muack muack muack…

so pei se...hai...

2006-12-20T01:37:00.000-08:00

Hai…lao gong…today nv go any where again…only go my bro school buy book only…hai..that stupid mother…call mi go but…before that I dunno wat time end..i tot is 4 -5 lik that…cause sec sch always this time de mah…but in the end…they 3 close le…and by the time I know is already 230 le…so I faster go bath then go out le….at home I see the sun very hot…so I take two umbrella…in the end I go down…so windy…hai yo…some more my mother call mi..then my fater call…so busy lei..no time to close the umbrella…talk until half with my mama…the umbrella dunno wat happen…fly away sia…some more got so many ppl see mi…I so pei se lei..hai….i dun can them…jus continue talking with my mama…haha….pretend nothing happen...must save some face de mah…right…hehe….ok la….lao gong u sleep early bah…cannot call then nv mind lor…jus dun forget mi can le…haha…hope to see u now…hai…

Gd nite…sweet dream ar…must dream of mi wor…hehe….see u in la la land la…muacks

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever…muack muack muack muack….

hai...another borin day...sadded....

2006-12-19T01:25:00.000-08:00

Hai..another borin day….today nv go anywhere…cause u say wan call then talk to ur family…so I stay at ur house the whole day wait for u to call…u so late then call mi lei…hai yo…hai..u call mi ask wan let u continue smoke not…I really is dun wan u to smoke de…cause u say u will quit de…then now u wan continue smoke again…hai…I got a bit sad la when u say u wan continue smoke….but I heart pain see u everytime say u stress…then some more if the stress continue…u will become siao de…so I think I better let u smoke bah….hai…but u cannot smoke too much k…lik last time lik that de can le…3 stick per day ar…ok…hai…i talk finish with u then I go home le….before I go my bro still call mi say my parent reach home le…but in the end I come home…no one at home…they haven reach home…lucky I nv rush home…cause I dun wan care them…I wan them to give mi freedom…so I dun care…hehe…I oso nv kana scolding lor…hehe…so dun care them…haha…ok la…very late le…got to go sleep le…if not lao gong will scold mi de…hehe…

Hao xiang ni wor…lao gong…..hai…still got so long lei…(4 more day….)hai…everyday so sian…dunno wan do wat…hai….

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever….muack muack muack muack…

borin day...hai...

2006-12-18T11:21:00.000-08:00

Hehe…lao gong…we hai shi hen xiang ni lei…hai…but u coming out soon…so I very happy…hehe…..today no nothing lei…so sian...wake up in the afternoon….rest a while then go find liang le…cause my sis going to see doctor…so I go ur house first then wait for my sis to come…hehe…then we go find li wei…cause my sis say she wanna go eat...so we go there eat…hehe…after that I go back ur house slack until 9 cause oso must wait for the rain to stop…I reach home le then very fast my parent come home le…cause they wan go back msia take back the car…hai so sian…so I think I sleep early today bah…at around 12 lik that I sleep k...then tml can wake up early…hehe…

So happy lei…5 more days nia…hehe…time…can u pls past faster…i wan faster see lao gong lei…hehe…

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever….hehe…

come back le...(close shave)

2006-12-18T02:54:00.000-08:00

I come back le….hehe….Friday go chalet then u got call mi…so u know what thing happen le….right…hehe….i go changi village saw one ah gua(ren yao)…she(he) wear only one panty...nv wear pants at all sia…so chio lei….hehe…some more nv wear bra lei…can see everything sia….then I sleep at 330 lei…hehe…sorry lei…so late…before come back then got go to red house, my cousin say is ghost house lai de lei...i oso dunno…haha….

Sat morning I wake up le then we go escape play….then until at night go arcade play…hehe...play whole day hor….hehe….at night got so many people come the chalet sia….all I dunno de…so I go the room dun care them…hehe….then we oso got eat cake…the cake very nice lei…I eat until two piece lor…hehe…see so nice….hehe….then I sleep at 330 oso…hehe…then next day morning…sleep until late sia…everyone wake up le I still sleeping…hehe…so in the end…I rush to go bath….hehe….then my mother tell mi say we going msia…hai…so f*ck de lei….i very tired lei….still need to go there…hai…bad too bad…have to go….so bad luck lei…if know earlier this will happen de hua…I sure dun go de…sorry lao gong…now then tell u…I nearly kana car accident lei….my father car dunno wat happen…then bang to the barrel on the side of the road….the car still turn two round then stop lei….lucky no car behind us…if not I dunno will wat happen liao sia….so lucky lei…no ppl injured....only my grandmother bone got crack…must bandage for 5 month lei…haha…

see how badly the car is....

can u see wat parts are missing???hehe....

a closer look for u to guess...

luckily no one was injured...the back part of the car was not damage at all..

Now I talking with liang on the phone lei…sorry lei…I say I will sleep early but liang suddenly say wan chat with mi…so i so late still haven sleep sorry…hehe….

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever...muack muack muack muack...

going chalet....

2006-12-15T18:52:00.000-08:00

Lao gong…I later going chalet le…hai…maybe 2-3 day nv write blog in de….so sorry…but when I come back le I will write straight away de k….hai….

lao gong...dun stress le la...hai...work hard ar....

2006-12-14T11:54:00.000-08:00

Lao gong dun stress le k…I hear u say u stress I so heart break sia…hai…today got test again…then tml the last day le…and I tml night going chalet le..i dunno can receive ur call not lei…hai…hope can…hai…lao gong wo hao xiang ni ar…life is so borin without u lei…hai…..today I wake up very early…cause my friend msg mi at 9 plus…then I wake up le…hai…then I study…then u call mi le…so sad sia…hai…then I study until 2 plus then I go sch le…cause I meeting my friend at 3…after test I go find liang talk talk again…hai….so sian lei…everytime with u de…then now…dunno can go where…somemore dun feel lik coming home…so everytime stay outside lor….

Lao gong…still got 9 more days lei...haven pass 1 week I so miss u le lei…if this continue I will sure siao de la…hai….lucky after this is only 5 or 6 days nv see u only..so still ok…but now...first time so long nv see u…hai….i know I going to break down le…wat bout u lei…u cannot break down ar…must stay strong de k….hai….

After test today I meet liang, jon and li wei at 6 30 until 9 plus again then I go home…hai….so sian….then I reach home le I study…until u call mi…hehe...so happy to hear ur voice again…today forget tell u again...i going chalet tml…hope tml afternoon u will call mi and I will remember to tell u…hai…so miss u…hai….think I today will sleep at 1 bah..everyday oso got so many words wan tell u lei...but...cannot everything oso write...hai....

U must sleep early k…gd nite…sweet dreams…meet u in la la land later…muack muack muack….

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever…muack muack muack….

lao gong...wo hao xiang ni ar...hai....

2006-12-13T23:17:00.000-08:00

Lao gong…good night…hehe….i say I today got meet my friend at 12 right…but in the end…I wake up late…I wake up at 11..haha…but still ok la…not very late….hehe…then lao gong call mi before the test lei..hehe…so happy….the test still ok la…I still can do….but dunno the ans correct not sia…hai….lao gong wo hao xiang ni lei…hai…so miss u sia….hai…miss the hug u gave…how u kiss mi…how u talk to mi…how sad u are when u say u miss mi…how u look at mi…I miss everything of u…hai….

Wo hao xiang ni ar…..

Hai…lao gong…I after the test…I go ah qin house first...then start talk bout u…cause angela at home…so talk talk together…hehe..then go candy house…say wan study…in the end…nv study at all…talk talk again…haha…at 6 lik that..i go ur house…cause meet ah liang again…tml oso got meet anyway….haha….i talk talk with ur family de ppl....hehe…lik one family liao…hehe….then jon come…then I talk with them until 930 lik that then go home…hehe…i nv call my mother…but she nv say anything lei…hehe…dun care la…I oso dun wan care her anymore…hehe…only very miss u nai…hai..okok….i will sleep early de k….i 1230 lik that sleep le k…hehe…

Ok la…sleep well and sweet dreams…muack muack muack…..see u in la la land…..

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever….muack muack muack….

so happy so happy...=)

2006-12-12T00:06:00.000-08:00

Lao gong…hehe….today very happy lei…finally u call mi le….i so happy lei…hehe…so happy to hear ur voice…hehe….

i today wake up at 9 plus le lei…cause today meeting jon, liang and their friends…hehe…jon oso got bring his stead go…quite pretty la…but still small la…only 15…hehe….I today all the way with liang…so lao gong dun need worry….lik that liang can protect mi right…haha….so u can fang xin le…hehe….i tml meeting liang again bah…if not at home oso nothing to do…haha…I no mood to study sia….only feel lik thinking of u only….hai…I so miss u lei…today i tot i very early wake up liao lei..in the end both of them wake up earlier then mi…haha…some more ytd still call mi to morning call them…hai…cause ur bed come le…so liang wake up early go bring mi to ur 3yi house…hehe…we meet at 1230 at jon house downstair de busstop…but u know la…everytime oso the same…wait for liang until 1 then go…hehe…everyone call mi da sao…very de bu xi guan sia…hehe…we today go town walk walk only…walk until 730 lik that then go back teck whye…but I nv go home first…hehe…I dun feel lik going home so early so I go ur house with liang…hehe…ur mother still got go cook give mi eat lei…then talk talk with mi…hehe…today liang and xing cannot sleep at room…must sleep in living room or in ur mother room…cause ur father spray the thing…then very smelly…hehe..i 945 then go hm…lucky reach home faster then my mother…so nv kana any scolding…hehe….and finally I take my money le…cause this week I forget take from them…hai…lucky I still got money to spent…not so bad la…hehe…

then I now study first…tml still got test at 2 but i meeting my friend at 12 to eat lunch together..hehe...i will sleep as early as possible de k…mayb around 1-130 lik that will sleep le k...i still wan meet u in la la land de lei…hehe….so miss u sia....hai...

Lao gong…lao po love u till the end of my life….wo hui ai ni yi shen yi shi shen shen shi shi de…..hehe…

Waiting for u…im waiting for u….waiting for u to meet mi when u come out….hehe…

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gon forever and ever….muack muack muack….

test...hai...so long..hai....

2006-12-11T02:20:00.000-08:00

Lao gong….lao gong wo hao xiang ni lei…hai…today I wake up at 1030 lei…then I study for today de test….oh ya…forget tell u…ytd ur mother got call mi lei…she ask mi u got call not…hai…but u nv call at all…I know la…u no phone cannot call right…nvm la…I know….hehe…then I meeting my friend at 3…so I 215 then I go sch le…I reach there the earliest lor…first time lei…hehe..last time everytime oso late de…hai…now no u le…nothing to do le…so go sch early lor…hai….today de test can say is difficult lei…then I dunno how to do a lot of the question…I scared I will fail the test lor….hai…so many ans all different from my friend de ans….hai…now must waitfor the result then will know who is correct de…but I think my ans is wrong de…cause they say de lik is correct de lor…hai…so sad…after that I go find liang and jon lei….then liang eat at my house…hai…then I think of u again….cause liang eat lik u lik that…lik to drink the soup and eat vegetable….hai….lao gong….u now doin wat lei….hai…wo hao xiang hao xiang ni wor….today jon and liang keep telling mi very fast de very fast de….but I still think is very long lei…1 day lik 1 yr lik that…hai….hope tml will be better bah….lao gong…tml I going out with jon jon de lao po and liang to town lei…I will say I go study with my friends…then I go out le…they say meet at 12…then 6 to 7 plus lik that then come back….i think I will everyday meet them de bah…cause they oso everyday meet de mah….so meet together with them lor…can lao gong…???can right…hehe…lik that liang can take care of mi oso mah…right…hehe…they go at 915…cause scared my parent come back…hai…then I watch tv until 11…nv study at all la…hai…then chat on msn with friend until now…220…haha…I chat with audris…hehe…ok la...

I now go bath then go sleep le k…hehe…see lao gong in la la land…

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever…muack muack muack muack…..

go msia again...(kor kor birthday and we 1 yr 1 month le...)

2006-12-10T01:50:00.001-08:00

Lao gong….today I go msia…actually should wake up at 7 de…in the end…everyone sleep late then all wake up late…oh ya…I ytd sleep at 2 then go la la land…very late hor…sorry lei…hehe….we go msia at 8 plus going 9…so long sia the traffic jam….hai….1 hours then reach Singapore…firstly we go to a doctor first….my mother want see doctor…then he tell us lots of crap…anyway…I oso nv listen clearly la…hehe….today I drink jolly sandy again lei….msia de jolly sandy is stronger then Singapore lor…hai….then we go to a shopping centre call jusco walk walk….nearly went missing lei…dunno how to go there…lucky know around where…if not will find until siao de…hai…inside lik vivo lik that…very big lei…we walk around 5 hours then walk finish the whole shopping centre…I buy 1 long pants and 3 shirt…hehe….we oso got buy a lot of thing to eat…so lao gong dun need worry I will hungry k…hehe…come back oso the same…jam long long de…11 plus lik that jam until 12 plus…then send my sis to my grandparent house first..1 then reach there lei…hai so late so tired…so I 130 lik that then reach home…I bath hao le…so I 2 will go sleep de…hai...today oso very miss u...whole day think of u lei...but i nv cry la...cause i promise lao gong...lao po will be strong and dun cry so much de...i still waiting for u....(hope the time past faster then before...hai...)

13 more days....

See lao gong in la la land k….miss u lot lot….

p.s. kor kor birthday today…and we 1 yr 1 month de anniversary lei…hehe…

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever….muack muack muack…

sad sad sad...

2006-12-10T01:50:00.000-08:00

Lao gong go there le…hai….so sad…hai…sorry lao gong…lao po really ren le…try not to cry le…but in the end still cry…hai sorry make u worry….sorry..i promise u le I wun cry de…but in the end I really cannot control myself …hai…so pei se…cry in front of ur bro and parents…hai…but really very sad lei…cannot control…hai…after u go le then we got go walk walk oso…but onli walk walk onli lor…nv do anything…then go back home le…in the train I still got sleep lei…very tired…some more wake up so early…hai…then I reach home le…first time reach home nv msg u…lik very funni lik that lei…very de bu xi guan…..hai….then start to think of u le…hai….cry again….really wanna hit myself lei….everytime cry cry cry….lik cry baby lik that…hai…but I nv hit myself la…so lao gong can fang xin….hehe…I took 2 hours to cool myself down lei…sorry lei…I keep crying for one hour and 1 hours relax and cool down myself…hai…eyes become so swollen lor….hai…then go my parent shop…go there early lei…cause at home nothing to do so go there early to do wat I wanna do de thing…lao gong know wat right…hehe…then we go eat dinner…but stupid lor..got to eat with that ti ko pek….hai…I sit so far away from him la…then nv talk to him at all….i good hor…lao gong….so listen to u right…hehe…then go my grand mother house wait for my sis to end work…wait until mid night one then come back…hai…we wait so long lei…tml still got to wake up early to go that stupid msia…hai….i now cool down a lot le...but sometime still very sad will think of u la...but i will ren de k...hehe...so I now at home le…I 130 lik that reach home de…k…i miss u lots lots....

Ok la…got to go le..tml then continue….

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever...muack muack muack muack...

farmart is a nice place....

2006-12-08T19:18:00.000-08:00

today went farmart with lao gong, jon, see kai(lg frend), liang(lg bro) n li wei mei mei...hehe...say 1230 go...in the end....230 then go...they time really lik chewing gum...(chiu ni teng si kang-hokkien)...haha....anyway....we got to cck int and know wat... we need to wait for 1 hour for the bus lei...so in the end...decided to take cab...near lot one got night mrkt lei...so we go walk walk...buy so many thing to eat lei...hehe...finally we board the cab and reach farmart...actually very cheap only lor...only $3 plus...hehe...farmart oso got a lot of thing to see de lei....nice place to go sia...haha...see a lot of fishes that we nv see b4 de....so fun..hehe...our main purpose to go there is actually to fish for prawn la...but mi and lao gong dunno how...so we go walk walk...hehe....but they oso not very good lor....only got 5 prawn....i see other people is like twenty to thirty de lor...hai...so sad...haha....today walk until very tired...but...happy...hehe....cause is the last day with lao gong b4 he go army le....so oso got a bit sad la...hai... from now on, i will blog everyday de...so when lao gong come out le...can know wat i do everyday....hehe...lao gong ok???..hehe...lao gong fang xin...lao po will take care de...

lao gong...i will miss u lot lot de...muack....

tml going army le...must careful k...dun every time angry ar...hehe...stay happy always....i love u...muack muack muack....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever...muack muack muack muack....

hai...sick le...

2006-11-20T21:35:00.000-08:00

hai...so sad sia...sick le...got flu....somemore today still got OCOM presentation....so bad luck sia....sure very bad de..hai...some more i so nervous...trembling oso lei...anyway...i everytime oso tremble de la...haha...normal...hehe...lucky teacher say wun fail...haha....

ok la...i will blog more often de kaes....haha...

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever da...muack muack muack muack muack...

i'm right...hehe...

2006-11-17T23:30:00.000-08:00

today he really make sushi for mi to eat lei....i think i know y he didnt make that day le....cause he dunno how to spread the rice...haha....wake up early in the morning...around 830 lik that...then go giant with his mum to buy the ingrediant...make until so many lei..hehe...think cannot eat finish sia....haha....my house still got two box lei...dunno must eat until when...haha...but nvm la...as long as is he do de...then i jus eat lor...right..hehe...his mummy oso very good...keep talking to mi..lik i am her daughter lik that..hehe..so happy....good parent right...hehe...ok la...gtg le...hehe...

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever..muack muack muack muack muack muack....

fiRsT yeAr....

2006-11-10T08:13:00.000-08:00

Hehe…one year le….hehe…but didn’t do much actually la….jus eat a lot of things and thats wat I think how mi and my lao gong every time celebrates our special days bah…guess wat we eat…really a lot wor…got long john, xxL chicken chop, mushroom roll, bandito, and 10 sushi each person wor…so spent around 30 on food…haha…think we two are pig sia…everytime only think bout eating…haha….bout really had fun with him…anyway…I will always have fun when I am with him no matter where we are…hehe… :-)..actually today he going to make sushi de..but dunno y last minute say dun wan…hai…so sad lei….but nvm la…I think one day he sure will do for mi de…I believe him…hehe….

Hope we will continue this relationship and have many many de one year…k…lao gong…hehe….

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever...muack muack muack muack muack

happy day...hehe...can go escape... :-)

2006-10-25T07:38:00.001-07:00

Today go escape themepark with lao gong and his friends…hehe…tml is li wei de birthday…so we celebrate earlier…tml is Monday lei…need to go school de…so cannot celebrate right….must study….o level is round the corner lei…hehe…
Early in the morning go out le…9 wake up 930..reach lao gong house…then wait for his two bro and lai fa…they so slow…ppl say girl very slow…in the end…is boy boy so slow..two girl waiting for boy…hai yo…hehe….wait until 11 so more lei…hehe…but nvm…got a lot of time…escape end at 8…hehe…some more take cab go there…sure very fast de mah…hehe…once we reach there we go eat first…very hungry lei..morning only eat one bao…eat liao then we go in…then here comes one bad news…rinbow and venture close…two most very nice de close…so borin lei…hai…go in dunno wat to play…walk here and there…in the end…go play pirate ship..very long nv play le…but luckily…I still not scared…hehe…all together we play 5 time de pirate ship…2 time de 360 turn…go play “superman”…go walk the haunted house…I so scared lei…shiver some more…lao gong hug hug mi walk round the haunted house…hehe…I so dan siao…hehe…then dunno y lao gong say wan go drive the boat…drive the boat oso nice…hehe…bang each other…hehe…play other game oso…won a lot de little bear bear lei….hehe…but all give li wei…cause is her birthday wat…hehe…we play until 7 plus lik that then go eat…then oso go play arcarde…hai…but got ppl see see mi…then lao gong angry go scold the ppl….scold until his bro come stop lei…hehe…but after that nothing le….the ppl so lucky sia….hehe…
So fast the day end le…then we must go home le…hai…reach home around 9 plus lik that…hehe…but today very happy….can go out with lao gong…hehehe….

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong 4eva and eva...hehe...muack muack muack muack...

going army le....hai....

2006-10-13T21:04:00.000-07:00

Hai…bad news bad news…..lao gong going army le….hai…..how to survive without lao gong…hai…..so sad so sad…..hai….lao gong I will very miss u de….hai…..but dun worry…I will wait for u de….sure will wait de…even if its 2 yr or 3 yr…I will still wait de….hehe….

I love u lao gong…muack muack muack muack muack muack muack muack….hehe…

11 month le!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-10T21:01:00.000-07:00

Haha…11 month le lei…going 1 yr le…very fast hor lao gong….cant wait for the next month to come lei….hehe….so happy…but we oso nv celebrate…hai….anyway…we dun need to celebrate every month de….we celebrate every year…so will hav many many de yrs to come…..9 wang ye coming le…still remember the first time we meet mah…..is at 9 wang ye de last day right….hehe…so happy…hehe…. Wanna go there again this yr….if can we go there again?????.....wan?????....hehe….

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong 4eva and eva....hehe....muack muack muack....

im back!!!!!!!!

2006-10-02T16:45:00.000-07:00

Hihi…im back from da stupid msia….and was quite fun wasting my parents money…hehe….bought a lot of thing for lao gong and my sis too….hehe…all rubbish things…haha….

Lao gong…tonight meet ar…dun forget…hehe….so miss u lei…u got miss mi mah….i finally come back le…can meet u again la…so happy lei…cant wait for the night to come…haha…

See u later lao gong…

Eileen lao po love xiong lao gong 4 eva….muack muack muack…..

y must go??????

2006-09-30T22:51:00.000-07:00

Hai….going msia tml…wat stupid thing is this….going there without lao gong…and worst…I am going im going in there not for holiday…but to take out the bones of my ah gong…who I had never seen before…not even my mother…she was 3 yrs old when he died…hai…so stupid….he didn’t allow mi to go at first…I myself oso wun wanna go too….i tried to tell my mother for not going…but my mother scolded mi and said it is very impt…how can I not go….but I know…actually a lot of my other cousin oso didnt wanna go for such a stupid thing…and they didn’t do…my stupid mother…still treat mi as a small kid…hai…in the end…he let mi go as I had to go….hai…so sad…3 day without him and only can msg a little bit….hai…sure will miss him very much de….hai….

As for him…he go lion dance lor…so that he not at home doing nothing and miss mi too much…..hai…

I will miss u very very much de…lao gong…..

Lao gong…I love you 4eva….muack muack muack muack mauck mauck muack muack…

another day

2006-09-17T01:42:00.000-07:00

another shopping day without mi...hai...bcuz of my fucking parent i cannot everytime go out....and bcuz i cannot go out...lao gong have to go out alone with friend and sometime see ppl tian mi mi de together go out walk walk...hai...everytime is i cannot pei him...not he cannot pei mi....he so ke lian...everytime must think of many many de bo liao excuse to let mi go out...he sure very stress bah...hai...lao gong sorry...sure got one day when u say wan to go out with friend i can pei u de...and we dont need to think of the time to go home....dont need to plan until so many thing.....随传随到.....no time de limit...i hope will if can...i promise......

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong 4eva....muack....

10th month le....

2006-09-10T23:39:00.000-07:00

hehe...two more month only....then one yr le...hehe....i think i will celebrate with u bah....hope can....cause is one yr lei....so special....hehe...so happy so happy...hehe....hai but today cannot be with u cause is sunday....family day...so suai....hai....today u toking to ur friend the whole day...then i go expo walk walk...hehe...but still got think of u wor...i buy chocolate for u lei...very sweet hor....hehe....some more is heart shape de....hope u will like it...hehe...u lei got think of mi mah....i hope got i think sure got de hor...hehe....today spend at expo got a total of 500 lei....dunno can buy wat but really got a lot to buy.....very worthwhile to go...hehe...lao gong next time we go 2gether wan....i think u dun wan de la...got so many ppl....u dun lik got mani mani ppl de mah....hai.....nvm la....lao gong go where then lao po follow....u dun wan go then go other place lor...hehe....

eileen lao po love xiong lao gong forever and ever....muack....